Madness

I know it's madness but I love him and no one will stop this... I love someone that I shouldn't and it's hard to not think about him everyday! What do you think? I'm mad, crazy, stupid but if you think I'm mad you're not the first I need to talk to someone but don't we all! I think the people we know aren't real and I'm just imagining them. Don't you think it's cool when you think about being the only real live human? I'd like to think I'm not real and I'm not really there it's just people are mad and just imagine me! what would it be like tho if everyone was mad and I was not really a human. Or what if I'm mad and no one is real I'm the only sane people in the world I was the one who is normal. Me and my friends always have this thought because out of all of them they say I'm the strangest of them all. I love being the weirdest because being the same is boring. I would not be the same as the rest of the world even if someone paid me all the money in the world.